the devil and the deep blue sea

that makes for a good song start for sure.

and 2 different conversations are hard to have, but make for good poems.

when i talk about starting up the dead pickup
and fire stalks the dusted mountain
everything creaks and groans and spits and sparks
the residents don't leave but hold their frames

like that kind of.

i cannot wait for fofies.

birds usually have eyes

this is for you, myj.

i am typing about things we do.

like music and paints, and shopping for shoes.

and i am typing about things we want to do.

like travel and pickin' and fophies.

love love love love love.

two nights ago i had a dream that contained in it a poem my girlfriend wrote. in my dream she had just written it.

then i find out jillian already wrote that poem in real life a couple days before i had the dream. she never told me about it. it was a work in progress.

and i saw details. that were actually in her real poem.


wtf?????

we are cosmic.

i wish jillian had clothes in my closet.

god only knows

this is one of the most beautiful arrangements of one of the most beautiful songs ever written

everything eventually

things that i think are beautiful have already been written, recorded, photographed, documented.

a lot of what goes here won't be my own, but other things that deserve to be preserved. songs i did not compose. photographs i did not take. writings i did not pen. but andy warhol had it right: just reproduce what is already beautiful and you've got a new art that is both your own & everyone elses to enjoy.

john probably.

love

If there's not love present, it's much, much harder to function. When there's love present, it's easier to deal with life.